All about drinking

Thinking about drinking was actually as bad as drinking itself.  It consumed me.  I was either thinking, drinking or I was in remorse after drinking.  Eventually drinking became my full-time job!

My sad existence

I enjoyed drinking very much.  I craved alcohol all the time.  I could not stop once I started.  I felt needed alcohol to calm my mind, stir my soul and warm my heart.

This is how it was for a long time.  I AM AN ALCOHOLIC!

Stop thinking

If I think too much I run the risk of relapse.  I just let it happen, accept, tolerate and keep in close contact with my creator.

Restoration

Recovery is a long journey that restores us to who we were originally meant to be.  A second chance at our original beginning.

I was a starnger

One day I looked around and saw nothing but strangers, and nobody was stranger than I.  When did this happen?  How did this happen?  I had become a complete product of the bottle.

I gave and gave

I gave myself completely to alcohol and received nothing in return.

Forgiveness

I have yet to fully forgive myself for the selfish monster I became when alcohol entered my system.