Wednesday, May 9, 2012

God knows!

I found myself just in time.  God knew where I was for years.  Alcohol kept me hidden from the real me.

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

1000 places

1000 places within my heart that will always regret the things I did and the things I said while I was under the influence.  I took my pain, fear and confusion and turned it upon others.  Alcohol has a way of doing that.  It numbs our brains and takes away our heart until nothing is left but nasty!

Sunday, May 6, 2012

So low

So low both emotionally and physically is how I felt after years and years of drinking.  So low that I was unable to reach the bottle anymore.  This is when I realized that a spiritual fix was my only hope.  That spiritual fix for me was God!  Personal prayer so private, so powerful, that hope could be felt within moments.  And where there is hope, there is change, healing and direction.

Saturday, May 5, 2012

The numbers game

17 years of sobriety versus one drink.  I drink, I lose.  Help me to help myself by allowing me to help you!

Give me your heart

Give me your heart and I will show you what true sobriety is all about!!

Just the thought

Just thinking about drinking got to be intoxicating after awhile.

Alcohol is blind

I like what I saw...in everybody else but myself.