Monday, December 3, 2012
Untimely death
I have personally known several people who have died from out of control drinking but, I have never known anyone who died from sobriety.
It's 2am
It's 2am and I can't find my next drink. I am burning with fear and my mind is racing. Racing to a place were fear, lack, homelessness and even suicide exist. I need a drink to quiet my thoughts. I need to dry out to find out again who it is I really am.
Interference
He stands in my way when I reach out to others. My philosophy is to give to you what was given to me.
Darkness
One day alcohol turned off the lights and I was completely in the dark. All I could see was years of failure. That is when I sensed that death was near. And yet I still craved a drink. The insanity of my drinking owned me!
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