Too much fear.
Too much pain.
Too many tears.
Too little food.
Too few friends who knew my name.
Not enough hope.
Dreams that disappeared.
Anger and frustration were
the only abundance.
Confusion, doubt, shame
also followed me.
Too many thoughts of suicide danced in my head.
It took everything I had to get on my knee's.
It was the place to be
in order to chase away the desire to drink!
