The long road to sobriety travels through recovery. I was there for several years becoming aquainted with myself. Alcohol never allowed me to get to know myself. I finally got a glimpse of myself when I put the bottle down for good. For a long time I did not like what I saw. But it was necessary to see what alcohol had done to me. Overtime, I got to know myself and eventually I began to like what I saw. This is when the desire to drink started to finally diminish. Giving up alcohol is damn hard. Dying a drunk is worse!