A dangerous place

One day I could no longer get drunk enough to silence the pain within.  That was the day alcohol abandon me.  I thought long and hard about suicide.  I quickly learned that I was too cowardly to die, yet I was to scared to continue living.  I was stuck in a horrible crevice between life and death.  I had no place to turn.  That was the night I found my creator.  That creator was God and I found out that night that He is always listening.  God heals when we are ready to lose our pain.