My desire to drink was fueled by a pocket full of cash, along with two days of freedom. This combo of desire, money and time usually led to laughter, lunacy, blackout and remorse. The last being the most bitter of the four.
It finally took prayer and a total surrender to God to savd me from this awful cycle of self-destruction. God put some amazing people in my path, people who lured me away from all of that self-destruction, and for that I will always be grateful and willing to serve!
